remembering his sounds
In lieu of
flowers, send
him back.
-Andrea Cohen, “Refusal to Mourn”
molars crunching pizza crusts slurping water sniffing the wind clicking toenails on oak floors sighing the thud of shifting positions on the floor barking (only when asked “to speak”) thundering paws running up the stairs (until he no longer could) hiccups whimpering for his master to come down the stairs munching the pellets of his dry dog food running zoomies in the grass paws smashing through dry leaves the flopping of his velvet ears when he shook his head licking the inside of an ice cream carton snuffling and dancing when he was excited last heart beat wall of silence silence silence
Pause for Paws, Issue 19, March 23, 2026.